sure feels like a rainy day
its like i realise that the rainy day feeling is a really nice feeling hehs. i just watched a rainy day movie and now am listening to rainy day songs and dling more and its just such a nice feeling i guess... this is why ill always love my home the best. you just cant get this sense of relaxation and rest anywhere else. its like outside in the day one has to be someone and do stuff and run around and have a place to go and things to do and if ur not rushing or busy then its abit wierd but only at home can i make a rainy day in my room and relax by myself hehs. no need to do anything, just enjoy living i guess.
well had a bombshell dropped on me yst and my first reaction was NO, but thats why we pray abt stuff, so that God can make our NOs into YESes, and i guess its been coming but Hes teaching me to surrender and its just something i really need to learn, not just in a cerebral way but in a real way, and i dunno how things are gonna work out, and i guess i feel abit apprehensive, and dare i say it, fearful. but as He has been reminding me so much recently, perfect love casts out fear and last night when i told Him the fears and reservations that i has, He told me i love you and everything just fell into place.
thereisnoonelikeYou,Lord,Youneverletgoofme
anyway met mike again to mug and we really muigged alot today!we were both really proud of ourselves haha. brought him to the gym and it was fun :) but i really dont wanna do the whole supps and mugging thing again haha. anyway, i was kinda disappointed cos i went to the mango at suntec and there was like nothing nice! sighz. mike was helping me shop today haha and we saw funny shoes, but sadly i did not find anything to buy! rarrs. ok i know what ur thinking, but pple need a rest ok! you cant just mug the whole time! :p
anyway, if ur looking to make a rainy day for yourself, find a night when u have nothing on and watch elizabethtown haha. super rainy day show! merry christmas oso can but tts more like a christmas show but yah. its really nice and got handsome dude and pretty girl for everyones tastes haha.
ok well anyway i guess the right thing to say right now is "im tired" but im not really. im so sad that i finished the book i was reading cos it was such a nice book, i wish it could have lasted forever. on the cover, someone wrote abt it that when you've read the book, every other book for a while after seems bland in comparison (or something like that) and its so true! oh man. go read kite runner if youre looking for a really good book!! normally i dont like these kinda melancholy type of books but oh my this one is REALLY GOOD. like really. and i read it right after readinganother good book, gods in alabama, which i highly reccommend as well.both were so great, i like cant get into this new book i just started cos it just doesnt measure up. oh wells. GO READ THEM!!!! haha. you can borrow from me... im like so glad i bought them! cos i din even noe anything abt them, just bought them on a whim and yah really definately good stuff :)
tmls mad day! but so farrrrr. haha. shld be great fun :) cant wait!
mike says that when the right guy finally comes, i wont bully him until he dies which is what i think would happen haha. oh wells, the right guy for me HAS come, and will come again soon in a great cloud of witnesses and i will be made perfect in Him and live with Him in heaven forever, so i really think noone is ever gonna beat that guy :)
its like i realise that the rainy day feeling is a really nice feeling hehs. i just watched a rainy day movie and now am listening to rainy day songs and dling more and its just such a nice feeling i guess... this is why ill always love my home the best. you just cant get this sense of relaxation and rest anywhere else. its like outside in the day one has to be someone and do stuff and run around and have a place to go and things to do and if ur not rushing or busy then its abit wierd but only at home can i make a rainy day in my room and relax by myself hehs. no need to do anything, just enjoy living i guess.
well had a bombshell dropped on me yst and my first reaction was NO, but thats why we pray abt stuff, so that God can make our NOs into YESes, and i guess its been coming but Hes teaching me to surrender and its just something i really need to learn, not just in a cerebral way but in a real way, and i dunno how things are gonna work out, and i guess i feel abit apprehensive, and dare i say it, fearful. but as He has been reminding me so much recently, perfect love casts out fear and last night when i told Him the fears and reservations that i has, He told me i love you and everything just fell into place.
thereisnoonelikeYou,Lord,Youneverletgoofme
anyway met mike again to mug and we really muigged alot today!we were both really proud of ourselves haha. brought him to the gym and it was fun :) but i really dont wanna do the whole supps and mugging thing again haha. anyway, i was kinda disappointed cos i went to the mango at suntec and there was like nothing nice! sighz. mike was helping me shop today haha and we saw funny shoes, but sadly i did not find anything to buy! rarrs. ok i know what ur thinking, but pple need a rest ok! you cant just mug the whole time! :p
anyway, if ur looking to make a rainy day for yourself, find a night when u have nothing on and watch elizabethtown haha. super rainy day show! merry christmas oso can but tts more like a christmas show but yah. its really nice and got handsome dude and pretty girl for everyones tastes haha.
ok well anyway i guess the right thing to say right now is "im tired" but im not really. im so sad that i finished the book i was reading cos it was such a nice book, i wish it could have lasted forever. on the cover, someone wrote abt it that when you've read the book, every other book for a while after seems bland in comparison (or something like that) and its so true! oh man. go read kite runner if youre looking for a really good book!! normally i dont like these kinda melancholy type of books but oh my this one is REALLY GOOD. like really. and i read it right after readinganother good book, gods in alabama, which i highly reccommend as well.both were so great, i like cant get into this new book i just started cos it just doesnt measure up. oh wells. GO READ THEM!!!! haha. you can borrow from me... im like so glad i bought them! cos i din even noe anything abt them, just bought them on a whim and yah really definately good stuff :)
tmls mad day! but so farrrrr. haha. shld be great fun :) cant wait!
mike says that when the right guy finally comes, i wont bully him until he dies which is what i think would happen haha. oh wells, the right guy for me HAS come, and will come again soon in a great cloud of witnesses and i will be made perfect in Him and live with Him in heaven forever, so i really think noone is ever gonna beat that guy :)
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